whochangedthisplacewhileiwasout?:

seems there has been an update to the blogger world.
my writing is poor, at its minimal state. i believe i'm going insane at points of the day. plus i don't read nearly enough.

nick and i have been watching "real world" on mtv (a lot). i think each of us have a secret desire to be on the show. not for stardom or recognition in a crowd, i think, but to make television acceptable. no, not acceptable, bearable. it seems to be the easiest route into entertainment these days. thats the point of reality television (notice i say television, not t.v.), to make us think there is a way to change things.

becoming pessimistic in my later days. i say later days because i feel i've already reached the climax of my three part act life. resolution is soon, then they'll really be latter days.

man overboard, i heard he wants to die? the house will save him. and a trusty god.