fireworks! (sometimes its easy to forget her, sometimes its easy to remember):
i've tried to be patient. as i have watched from different distances, both up close and from a far, i still shutter. the earth is frozen over. i heard his heart was too. it cracked this week and his recovery is what i'm waiting for. but i realized that he will never return to the way things were before, because the way things were, were wrong. but i feel detached, distant and poorly equipped, i can't understand.
he just walked in as i typed those words and said, "it ended." word just in: i'm proud of my best friend. i will be there for you, it won't be easy for me, but i'm in it with you. i know what it feels like to be shat upon. it just takes a long time to wash yourself fully clean.
i've tried to be patient. as i have watched from different distances, both up close and from a far, i still shutter. the earth is frozen over. i heard his heart was too. it cracked this week and his recovery is what i'm waiting for. but i realized that he will never return to the way things were before, because the way things were, were wrong. but i feel detached, distant and poorly equipped, i can't understand.
he just walked in as i typed those words and said, "it ended." word just in: i'm proud of my best friend. i will be there for you, it won't be easy for me, but i'm in it with you. i know what it feels like to be shat upon. it just takes a long time to wash yourself fully clean.
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home